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At work I chose to dress up as Alice in Wonderland for Halloween. I never thought the kind of attention I would get from it. It was like being a character from Disneyland itself. I even had people I didn’t know want their pictures taken with me. Except in this picture I’m with my friend Poppy. (Cute Kitty Cat) This is such a fun day and I can’t believe how much food there was too eat! Luckily this dress was puffy at the bottom to give me room for my gluttness. 
When your a kid, you always think about being older because you think that when you are older, you have it all. Then as you get into your teens, you are torn from wanting to be a kid and wanting to be an adult. Then when you are finally an adult, you realize the responsibilities you have and wish that you were a kid again. I am 27. Honestly, I am excited to get into my 30’s. In some ways it scares me, but in others, I’m excited to progress. My soul feels older than my real age anyway.
As a kid, I went through more then what a lot of my friends have. But I did have some other friends that have been through more than me. But still, it was a difficult time because I felt that I had no direction. Family life was pretty tough. For me it was difficult to handle. My father decided to take his own life when I was 11. That made me into an adult in many ways, because I was forced to understand something that kids should not have to understand at that age. It wasn’t easy and anyone who really knows me knows what kind of toll that took on my growing up.
In my teens, I was the type where I kept to myself in many ways. I wasn’t really into partying. I liked staying home and drawing. That was my getaway. I didn’t have to explain myself to anyone and it was a true and deep way to get my feelings out on paper. By this time, I had more deaths that I had to deal with and the majority of them was due to suicide. I had the most amazing friends and they never pushed the issue on me. Being in my teens was extremely difficult and I didn’t know what ways to turn. I know that every teen goes through that so knowing that I’m not the only one, is very comforting. Everyone goes through this. Decisions. What road to take.
There are some other things that happened in my teens years I would rather not talk about because it’s too much of a touchy subject and it’s not something I feel that I want to go into detail on here.
Finally. 20 hits. I’m an adult. I thought that getting into my 20’s would be so much easier than being a kid or my teens. Something had to go right. Well, in some ways it did and other ways it didn’t. I was married for about 6 years. That was the toughest time. But, it has made me stronger. I really hated being married. Yes, there were good times, but that is a time period I would not want to relive. The good thing about this was I ended up with 3 amazing children who are my world. Of all the pain, looking at them makes me honestly believe that it was worth it.
I guess thinking of things like this make me look forward to my 30’s. I know that things will not be perfect, and I’m ok with that. I think the main thing that I look forward to is that I am dating an amazing guy who makes me feel complete in so many ways. He loves me and my kids which obviously is a plus. I look forward spending my life with him and learning things from him everyday. I’m not happy with my ex and honestly, I still do have some negative feelings towards him, but I do hope that he can find someone that makes him as happy as my boyfriend makes me. Everyone deserves happiness. I hope that he straightens out because he has 3 kids that he is still responsible for. He still has a life to live. He has had a ton of potential that he has decided to waste, but I hope that one of these days, he can find that potential and use it for making a life for himself.
Ok so it’s one of those days. A day that you need something to make you laugh. And of course, one of the things that always makes me laugh no matter what mood I’m in is The Office. I am a complete sucker for Dwight and Michael. Anyone who is having a crappy day, I hope that this puts a smile on your face. If it doesn’t, I feel sorry for you.
I was on Urban Outfitters and ran into this. I love finding the most unusual things to make me laugh. It helps that I have an incredibly dry sense of humor so it’s so easy to make me laugh. So if you are one of those people who love to tell jokes and not a lot of people laugh at them, good chances are that I will. I am one of those people in the movie theatre that laughs at moments that others don’t. Or maybe I’m just that cool and I actually get it. Anyway, I think this is a must have for work. I love having things on my desk that make me smile. Like Tim, I love having a little buddy on my desk. I am one of those girls who has action figures. Soon I will take pictures of my little buddies to spread the joy. So back on track, I saw this little gadget and figured this is something that would make my desk so much better for working. Don’t ask me how, but I just know that it would help…….
If I do end up getting one of these, I’ll be sure to take pictures so I can show the coolness of it. I sure do love the little things………..
I love this picture.
Ya, you know who you are baby…..
So this is totally random and has absolutely nothing to do with the picture above, but this is what I am famous for. I love to people watch. I could sit at a store and just watch people. I hate being in crowds, but if I am at a distance, it’s ok. I love seeing all the randomness that goes on. I also love when people think that no one notices what they are doing. Like the nose pickers. Come on man. No one really wants to see you digging for your gold. And once you get your gold, you analyze your findings. One of my favorites is watching people eat while they read. They are so focused on their book, they don’t realize when they are trying to find their straw, their straw is playing tricks on them. You see their mouth searching for the straw, but they just can’t seem to find it. Instead of adverting their eyes from their book to actually see the straw, they are convinced that their tongue will find it for them. Little do they know the straw is moving around in circles playing tricks on them. The funny thing is, they do this for about 5 minutes before they realize they aren’t going anywhere with this. Finally, they move their eyes away from the book and go for the straw. Thank goodness. I almost went up to shove the straw in his mouth for him.
